Thursday, February 23, 2012

relat-ions-hips

Relationships.
I've been thinking an awful lot about relationships lately. And it's not all about me, actually, it is. I've been thinking about the relationships around me. The ones I have and the ones that don't exist (isn't that sad?). It seems like I was so close to finding routine in my life, and I had a bunch of goals for this year (as previously posted), and everything was going to be all right, and then suddenly everything I had planned for this year was taken away from me. The relationships almost all of the people in my family have had a reason to change- some relationships were started and others seem to be paused (but not quite broken). I started this year off very hopeful, and then a few weeks later I was so unexpectedly hit with so many changes. And I'm not too good at handling change.

This past weekend I went to a retreat-type-thing where I got to relax and also grow a lot. It was challenging but also super great. I ended up sharing a devotional on worrying, which is something that is so relevant to my life.
The reason that I'm sharing this? Because now as I was writing the last paragraph I thought of just how much God can use me to not worry so much even amidst all the change.

Man. This blog did not go where I expected.
God is working in my life, and will continue to until the day I die and live in paradise- unless the rapture comes before that...

Goodnight!
Christi

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