Today is a bit of a dreary day, after so many consecutive days of beautiful Fall sunshine, colour full mountainsides and crisp, blue skies. The weather has turned foggy and seems to blanket everything, including my mood. I am the kind of person who is very affected by the weather, which can be both a negative and a positive thing. Today I think it's a negative thing, because I am tired and just prefer to be inside all day. Really, I didn't have class today or yesterday (except my German course which goes from 6:00pm-8:00pm), so I have been pretty much hanging out in my dorm room. I did get stuff done today, like all of the paperwork and computer work I've been putting off, but it doesn't leave me feeling energized, that's for sure. Oh yeah, I also did homework, maybe that is constructive?
Anyways, all of this time in my room has left me thinking a lot. And right now I am stuck on the thought, "Why am I here?" Of course I came to study, but now I only had one real class this week, and next week looks the same. So, if I don't have much class, what else should I do here?
I could exercise every day (like I did last week) but the current weather doesn't inspire me.
I could travel everyday, but I don't think my bank account will let me do that.
So I have been looking online at potential jobs. We'll see if something comes up through that!
It seems like I am complaining a lot in this post, so I need to say something else.
I am so thankful for the opportunity that I had to come here to Austria for a semester. I strongly believe that I am here for a reason because some pretty cool stuff happened that made it possible to even be here right now. I have already made many friends that have challenged me, and I hope that in turn I can challenge them. Also, the schooling that I have done so far has been really great- I really enjoy the few Social Work classes that I do have!
So if nothing else comes from the rest of my time here, at least I have these things! (Though I doubt that 'nothing else' will come from my time here).
In conclusion, today I am feeling a little under the weather (literally- I've been under a huge cloud of fog all day) but I did have a good week, since I've last posted, and I do have confidence that there is much more in store for me.
Here are some pictures of this last week (Animals edition):
HORSE, from a 1/2 hike+ 10 min. bike ride away from my place.
BIRDS, from a 5 hour hike+ 20 min. bus ride away from my dorm.